All about me.

2009-07-29T20:28:00.000-07:00

MEDITERRANEAN STYLE. :)

i know i have been mia ing for so long but heres some updates of my wednesday. ;) A day spent with LOVES and F. Its been a while since we last step our foot at haji lane so we did! :) did some shooping(i can say tat) while waiting for the time to pass cause kak uda and yana was fasting. :) self note: i need to start paying my fast too. :( oh, we walked around the new iluma or something too. Not bad for a place to kick in a relax... SO when its time too settle in for food ;) teehee. We ended up at amirah's grill. Been wanting to try the food there and finnally i got too! happy tau! teehee....

okey, done. enjoy the pictures. :)

FOOD!!
we had fish and chips. turkish mix kebab. hummes or watever its called...teehee and thick mango juice

2009-07-20T09:07:00.000-07:00

SOMETHING...

"you can't control being in love, its just something that happen"

2009-07-08T05:58:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA!

Had a mini "just girls" celebration, mum,me and my lil sis.. Why just girls, because the boys or men in the family are busy working...... -_- anyway, mama was all SMILE. She had her FAV CHOC BANANA. and i totally LOVES the decor!! sweet kan.....

the girls with the bdae mum! :)

2009-05-22T07:37:00.000-07:00

IMAGES OF YANA.YANI.HUDA ;)

2009-05-22T05:46:00.000-07:00

SENTOSA WITH THE LOVES!

The sun, the sea and the sand..... accompanied by LOVES (yana & kak huda). Its yet another prefect day, well spent. :) Hopefully there more to come right babes... *fingercross*

whats next loves? paintball? go-karting???? teeheee...

more pictures coming up...LOTS of it. i'll update it laters kie... :) stay tune.

p.s: love you babes. HUGS. :)

2009-05-17T08:54:00.000-07:00

JALAN JALAN CARIK PASAL!!

Reading kak uda's blog reminded me to do this too. I haven't congrates my two cousin, HARIZ and YANA, for making it throught to the Uni. CONGRATES COUSINS! you guys are going locals. :)

That already said, me and kak uda accompanied our deary yana to her pre-orientation cum "tea session" which we didnt really go in together with her, haha. Sorry yana paisey arh. Afterwhich as kak uda said, kiter "jalan jalan cari pasal". teehheee..

my loves.

and i totally FEEL IN LOVE with this dress!!! i want this dreessss!!!! :(

model of the day. :)

2009-05-17T07:28:00.000-07:00

Fishy day

The day starts off real early in the morning by accompanying THE MUMS(my mum + kak uda's mum) to geylang serai. Afterwhich went home, showered cause i think the wet market smell was stuck to my body. teeheee...and took like a POWER nap. :) Got up and got ready to go take my pay which is like FREAKING peanuts this week. :( DAMN ARRGHHH!!!! anyways....after i took my pay, my aunt text me to meet up with her @ PS for dinner,ard 6ish. The dinner was super! yummmmy! THANKS BIK DAH for the treat.

After dinner, we walked around town to lose those kilos. :) teeheee, mcm paham jerr ehk. teeheee... waited for the uncles to pick us up to head home but they decided to have teh tarik at east coast so we went there. The plan was only to have teh tarik but the satay an bbq chix was too tempting! so we had our dinner :) teeheee... i reached home ard 1ish in the morning. sigh....wat a day. tiring but very :)

now...pictures. take your time.

ps: I HATE MY FRINGE!!! tuu larr gatal go cut, now i suffuring lorr. excuse the freaking ugly fringe kie. :( LAMBAT PULAK IT WANT TO GROW LONG. :((

the food. :)

at ECP...pardon the oily and tired face.

2009-05-12T01:24:00.000-07:00

VESAK DAY PICNIC cum MOTHER'S DAY & haziq's 18th bdae!

Heres a quick update. :) its been a while since the family went to WCP. The current favourite spot for my family. So that day, guess the boys thinks that they have weight issue and wanna lose some kilos, so they all decide to go WCP to play soccer as usual. And since it vesak day and it was already in the afternoon with still no plan in mind...so all of us head there. :) While the boys played soccer, the aunties and girls played scrabble. :) teehee while enjoying nasi lemak courtesy of Bik dah. :).

And as for MOTHER'S DAY, we had a feast or should i say, i had a feast! i ate ALOT im telling you cause i have 2 nenek house to go too. AND i had to eat at both house. KALAU tk KEMPUNAN TAU. :) teehee.... especially at my granny (dad's mum) house cause she cook my all time favourite LEMAK KETAM!!! WOOHOOOOO!!!!!! AND this are the pictures of the mother's day celebration at my nenek (mum's mum) house cum haziq's bdae celebration too cause hariz is around to celebrate it before he book in. PctureS courtesy of kak huda (teehee, sorry aku curi) .

THE MOTHERS !!

THE MOTHER'S DAY CAKE!

HAZIQ'S BDAE CAKE.

So that was how vesak and mother's day was spent. :) Hope you guys were having fun too.

2009-04-20T02:42:00.000-07:00

hello world.

Yes i am finally blogging. I hope. Anyway, lets not touch updates about my life. Skip that part and lets go straight over to the very DUE pictures of my "GRAD PARTY". Long story short, it was organise by my dearest, joyce, tasha and RANEE! . haha. Wanna know why her name is in caps cause, shes the master mind of coz! if shes reading this, i bet i can see her grining to it now. right babe?

The so called "GRAD PARTY" is held at Aloha Loyang. Was fun and a memorable one. A one last gathering for class DIPBA 9A. Theres where i found out new things about my clasmate. A fun and interesthing bunch of classmate indeed. But i couldn't stay long so had to excuse myself by 8ish due to some reasons. So i had my fair shares of hug and goodbyes. HOPE to see you guys around and well wishes for the futures babes and dudes. :) class DIP BA 9A rox my socks! hah.

2009-03-02T03:47:00.000-08:00

UNFORGETTABLE 21ST BDAE!

First of all, i gotta warn that this will be a very long entry indeed. Okeys... im gonna SAY MY THANKS TO ALL MY LOVES... you guys are the best people ever. THANKS TO all those wishes via facebook, sms, calls etc etc..... TQ SO MUCH!!!

and to those who gave present to me,

the parents, for the hp!!!

my bro, for the new line and watch!!!

bik mimi, for the beg!!!

my aunties and kak uda, for the ring!!!!!
kak uda and yana, for the hi-tea treat!!!

kak alin, for the mani and pedi session!!!
joyce.tasha.rendy.ranee, for the beg!!!
sariza, for the dress and the anklet!!!

THANK YOU SOO MUCH. I'll appreciate and treasure every single one of the things. :) promise. You guys made my bdae a memorible one indeed! :)

okey, lets start... this is pictures of my post-birthday party at WCP. This party was for me and shalyn. :)

SHALYN'S 8TH and MY 21ST BDAE!

the family without abg. :( again...his always busy with work.

since the guys were into soccer, the aunts and uncles into scrabble, the ladies picked up blading....

the MAC CAFE delivery girls...TEEHEEE...

ONE day before my birthday. :)

Thanks kak uda, yana and afiq for the hi-tea!!! The buffet spread was good too. THE FONDUE...MY FAV!!! :) and this very same day.....KAK HUDA AND YANA MADE ME WEAR A DRESS!!! SO...enjoy yar. Still can't believe i wore a dress man.. :) wth. Like what yana say, whats a birthday without them. :)

ONCE AGAIN..... thank you all for the incredible 21ST birthday. :)

on my birthday itself, didnt really go anywhere cause dad and bro was working, but had dinner with the whole family at bukit merah. :)

okeys..tats it. phew! tired seyyy upload all the pictures. :s

among all this happiness,

i was still hoping for you.

i dont expect much, just a simply bdae wish will be more than enough.

but that seem to be too much to ask from you.

time and again, you just not there when i was hoping for you.

2009-02-23T04:21:00.000-08:00

BelatedbirthdayShotuout

Im so sorry babe for the so belated birthday shoutout. But i hope, you liked you present and the mini celebration. :)

so.....

HAPPY BELATED 18TH JOYCE TOH!!

her present,

we got her an aldo watch and a adidas keychain.

and this is what we did during and after class...as usual. take picture with the bdae girl. :) whos already 18th. Pardon the tired face.

during...

after....

and this are some over-due picture of tahsa's bdae AND HER PRESENT. :) we got her agnes.b mini-beg, but i ddint take picture of it tho. sorry.

2009-02-18T17:54:00.000-08:00

birthdayShoutout

HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY NATASHA NOOR!!!!

hope you will enjoy the rest of your day today babes. :) jgn nk merajok2 lagi ehk...dah 21! teeheee... love you T. :)

2009-02-02T04:19:00.000-08:00

SUPER OVER-DUE

Some over-due picture of me and yana ben N jerrying.........had my favourite new york something something...teeheee, can't remember yana's tho.

the cantik cousin, yana. :)

and i need to get this out. i've lost my anklet. :( i still cannot find it. :( That anklet means alot to me. :( sigh.... i feel weird without my anklet on. can someone get me the identical anklet pls... i want my anklet back.

2009-02-01T06:52:00.000-08:00

NO SUNBURN.

2nd entry of the day. :) 2nd picnic of the month. Guess the family is hooked to west coast park now. This time round, we went in the late afterrnoon. :) TEEHEEE...serik kene sunburn. ;) Like kak huda say "another day of scrabble, McD and loads of laughter". But this picnic cum soccer, not all the family could turn up. Here you go another round of pictures, not much tho and most is quite dark, cause it was at nite. yea was there till quite late. Afterwhich we had a late dinner.

2009-02-01T06:13:00.000-08:00

CNY PICNIC @ WESTCOAST.

To sum up the day, fun + family + a HOT BRIGHT SUN = TERRIBLE SUNBURN! :) didnt know WCP sorching hot sun can result to PRETTY BAD SUNBURN. but it was all worthy. :) the bujangs were playing soccer, the fathers were too but halfway stop and lepak. The mothers and the daras, picnic kat tepi. :) not forgetting teh kids, were playing scrabble.

2009-01-13T19:45:00.000-08:00

BdaeShout

HAPPY 21ST BRITHDAY!!!

Hey babe, this is for you. HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY!!!! 21ST SEYYY!!!! woohoo.... well wishes for you and your future. ;)

2009-01-05T07:30:00.000-08:00

BEGINNING

So far...my 2009 has been a good start. Hopefully things stay this way, even if it turn bad..insya'allah i can handle. ;) But as for now, im all smile now.

2009-01-01T07:28:00.000-08:00

2009

2008 HAS COME TO AN END, and the begining of 2009 has just start.

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!! :)

But for sure, 2008 is indeed a year for me to remember. This past one year had been a total bumpy ride or should i say a hell of a coller-coaster ride for me. Things that i don't expect to happen, happen and people who i don't expect to meet just re-appear. Still...alhamdulilah, i got to overcome each and every one. i think. Hopefully, this year...will be more meaningful for me. Hope this 2009 is the closure for eveything that has been going on in 2008. Especially, things between me and xxxxxx.

So, whats my new year resolutions?? hmm...let that be kept. And hopefully this time round, i'll follow it and don't make a twist anymore. :(

mycousins...hari raya 2008. :)

2008-12-28T00:12:00.000-08:00

MEET-UP

SATURDAY

Met up with kak huda n wak ani yesterday at vivo since wak ani want to go shooping for handbag. So..mum,sis and i made our way there by bus since we have one straight bus there,166. Thought was meeting up with kak uda and wak ani only but when they arrived kak uda said yana and bik as was joining us too!!! woohoo!!! BEST NYER!! Its been ages since i met up with yana and bik as.

Went to TANGS since they having sale to help wak ani choose out her handbags cause that was the plan BUT know what...my mum,sis,kak uda and i bought begs too! tsk2!!! byk larr..saving up ehk yani. beli beg ugak! tsk2!! But the beg is nice so... :) Love mum's DKNY beg. :) hopefully she allow me to use it too... teehee.. :P

Anyweess.... qoute by kak huda, "after the great workout at Tangs sale, 'borong-ing' handbags" hehe.... we went to have lunch at Fiq & Olive. The food was YUMMY. Have been craving for carbonara pasta so that was my first choice of coz!!! :) im a happy girl now..hehe. Was a great meet-up, since my and yana's family missed out on the family-gathering @ Seoul Garden cause we were on holiday. :) hehe... THANK YOU KAK HUDA! :) and to end the day, went to great world with bik dah's family to catch a late night movie, BEDTIME STORY. nice story. :) i like. hmm.., talking about movie this month i watch a total of 3 movies already. twilight, yes man and bedtime story. Reach home @ about 2am and straight went to bed.

AND AS FOR TODAY, woke up @ 9am. Got ready to go have breakfast with bik dah's family @ murtabak. :) They were already waiting at the carpark. haha.... Then after,went to suntec to walk around since we haven't step there for a while. And after that, went to have lunch @ beach rd. Now here i am, at home blogging. :) hehe....

okey im done updating, wanna go take a nap. tired seyy.. :( enjoy the pictures to the sat outing. Will be uploading my KL & MALACCA TRIP pictures soon, insya;allah. :) see ya ard.

TAKE ONE. -kak uda close her eyes!! the cousins...

TAKE TWO -ahh...that's better. :) tapi, besar nyer mate. teehee

-the aunties. my sis is just as extra cause the the aunties have this thing of not taking pictures in thress, they say its bad luck.

Thats all. :)

2008-12-15T06:19:00.000-08:00

HMM..

Actually i have nothing to blog today, nothing much happen. Go school and back home after. Before that have lunch with Joyce, want to say Tasha too but rarely eat nowadays. hhehe....so lets not count her it. :) haha. so Tasha..pls do eat.... Anyway...its been raning almost the whole day today and for the past few days too. Good but not good at the same time too.... nvm bout that. Ranee didn't come to school today due to flu and fever. Get weelll soon babe. :) Guess the flu season it back. Talking bout that, i am actually sicck too now. Having sore throat, nose block and slight fever too. Wish i could skip class like Ranee too but i can't. Will already be skipping school on Thursday and Friday. Why? cause i'll be off to KL and Malacca with the family. Excited? okey2 only. In total, there will be three cars going. :)

Oh...why am i not that excited cause im actually not really that keen to go. I still have alot of assignment to do.... :( hopefully i can manage everything smoothly, insya'allah.

Okey....this are some overdue pictures taken on Friday. Wanted to blog about it on friday but was too lazy. hehe...enjoy. :)

group photo. :) (from left: Rendy,Tasha,Joyce,Ranee and Yani)

thats my dear joyce, all excited wearing AMMAR'S helmet! hahaha.....suke ehk. hehe. cute. :)

THATS US HOLIDING AMMAR'S helmet. haha..joyce is in LOVE with ammar's helmet!. :) i buy for you a helmet for your birthday kie joyce baby... :)

AND THATS AMMAR!!! SLEEPING IN BROAD DAYLIGHT! @ starbuck. HAHA. member penat sangat..kecian dier. and look at my dear tasha, sempat jerr. hehe ;P

2008-12-13T01:23:00.000-08:00

CHANGES

2008-12-11T03:28:00.000-08:00

Before i start anything...want to wish KAK HUDA, happy belated birthday. hope you like the present that Ys[yani and yana] gave to you. :) And thanks for the birthday treat too. :) teehee... I know your mum enjoyed the vivo trip. Sayang cumer yana jerr tk ader..haha thnks to shalyn for being lazy.. :) princess tu spoiler ehk. hehe. but nvm.... ;)

(BIRTHDAY GIRL!)

to YANA....have a safe journey to istanbul/dubai. Enjoy yourself there okey? its time for you to really de-stress yourself from all the mugging for the As.... biler kat saner jgn luper aku tau...and kak uda too. :) we'll mish you! Insya'allah, i'll send you off.

and as for my day today, its A VERY WET DAY TODAY. I was stuck at wheelock starbuck cause it started to rain like CATS AND DOGS! -_- i use to like rainy days but today i dont! and met SYAFIQ after soo loong. :) oh..and i almost forgot....can you believe that my school or should i say starhub centre was having fire-drill evacuation just now!!! me, joyce, tasha and ranee was laughing out ass off while making oue way down the stairs. LOLZ. remind me of my sec n pri school days.. haha. :) dah besar gini pon sih ader.... :) here are some evidence. ;)

okey..now...go enjoy the pictures..there are some over-due pictures too. :)

(tats the present, not the phone..but the keychain.)

my classmates.... :) and look at me and joyce, hard at work tau. stress perr muke kiter

this is what happen when your bored at home,alone....and have a webcam. :) hehe, best ugak kan posing2..heheh.

last but not least...can i have this for my birthday present too..but instead of having miracle but can i have my FAVOURITE gucci rush perfume instead.(cause mine is running low already) teeheee..

2008-12-02T22:40:00.001-08:00

ALMOST

2008-12-02T21:09:00.000-08:00

On a lighter note....

yummy kan!!! teeheee..it looks heavy ans sinful but actuallly its not. :) Just nice. It melts in your mouth. REAlly... Had THIS WITH my two loves that i mish soo much.

YANA

KAK HUDA

Sorry kak huda, just had to post this up. Tuu larr, org dah suruh posing lawa2 tk nk. hehe.. :) Met up with this two sweet girls of mine after work last friday. We had dessert at Far East. It was a sweet ,short meet up. Update each other about things. :) Mish this two cousins of mine. We haven't been meeting each other as often as we use too due to all the commitment we have on work and school. :) SEE you girls soon. Thanks kak huda for the treat. ;)

oh....talking about that. Yana this is for you, congrats on the removal of your barces. HAHA . Now your offically not a UGLY BETTY anymore. haha. Now you can smile all you want and show off those pearls. :) hehe... and this is her showing off those pearly. :)

As for today. Nothing much, im at home stoning away. And talking about that, joyce and tasha just called...saying they mish me. Haha.. and updating me what happen in class just now. :) SEE YOU GIRLS TOMORO. promise. Can the ankle heal by tomoro? i need a miracle now. :s

2008-11-26T20:39:00.000-08:00

BIRTHDAY DEDICATION

So..im blogging here just for this particular friend of mine. A friend who always plaster a wide smile across my face and makes me giggle like a crazy girl in front of my laptop with his funny antics. A friend whom i can exchange thought with..... Sweet & funny. :) Okey enough said.

hope he won't kill me for stealing his picture. teehee...sorry babe!

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY YAT!

Well wishes for you. ;) short and sweet. :)

2008-11-20T06:13:00.000-08:00

.....

Its weird how you have this feeling in you that you never have realise before toward a certain someone.. You try to ignore it AND keep pushing it away but it just keep growing day by day and as time passes. But you cannot do anything about it. With that, you could lose that certain someone anytime... :( damn...you know how helpless and useless that feels, knowing you can do nothing about it. Cause you just don't have the courage to confess or say what you feel towards that certain someone. Or the fear of putting yourself out there again. sigh...

Hate it when fear takes control of the body.

...."when you feel like giving up,remember why you held on for so long in the first place". thats courtesy of my cousin cause it was in her nick. You know what..heck it. Whatever happen, happen...let it be. I'll accept it.

now..back to accounting... i "love"accounting! i really do. haha....okey.here goes nothing....bye people.

oh2..and the family is out of reach for 3 days straight cause they are all going BATAM leaving me alone in s'pore. -_-

2008-11-13T09:27:00.000-08:00

PULLING ME IN ALL DIRECTION.

Your only here cause im the only one whos faithfully and stopid enough. Can anyone esle stand you the way i did and still am?

2008-11-11T09:08:00.000-08:00

JB

Skip school today. Went JB with the family (except abg cause he was working) and my aunt. The trip was worth while cause its been ages since i last step into JB. The last time was, i took a bus with the parents cause i wanna go tailor my raya outfit. Which was like... a few months ago but i don't count that in cause we just went to the tailor shop and after which home. boring... But just now we went to places like, kota raya, angsana, sekulang(i think they spell it this way arh...we went to eat seafood there) etc etc..... Lucky there was no jam, oh..maybe the returning home from JB part jerr.tapi itu pon tk larr se jam maner pon... :)

Okey, puttin that aside..i just remembered that i have a subb paper this sunday! thanks to tasha! i kinda of actually mess up the dates i though its like next sunday!! dammit! im in a panicking mode now. Which remind me of what tasha told me...tasha went " hmm..bagos arh..dgr2 subb paper on Sunday masih leh skip class and go JB." :) sorry arh babe.

Thats the summary of what i did today. So i was in JB from 10am - 10pm. :) roughly. As for tomorrow theres no school but i think im gonna go out and study with tasha, i think. And you know why i have this sudden laziness to go to school, causeeee... dad is on leave since mon till tomorrow maybe tomorrow. haha...I KNOW, excuses! but really man...this lazyness will always kick in if either one of parents not working or both. Know why, cause i know they will have things plan out. haha. :) Good example, TODAY. I'll miss out soo much wonderful foods if i didnt follow just now kan.... :( no way! i'll already be missing out the BATAM TRIP that they have plan out next next week. Cause of BS exam on SUNDAY!! im stuck in s'pore all alone...actually with my dad but i doubt he'll be at home most of the time so i consider myself stuck alone at home for THREE STRAIGHT DAYS! :( man..i'll be missing out MORE DELICIOUS food and the FUN!

oh and here are some overdue pictures that i took. :) presenting MR SYAFIQ/the irritating friend. We can never agree on something...we're like wat they call, cats n dogs. but im the cat n syafiq's the DOG! hahha. :)

and this picture which i was FORCE TO TAKE credit goes to....

MISS NATASHA NOOR....THE GF/my bestie, p.s ..she can be as irrtating as ever 2. haha.

but..wen you combine syafiq and tasha together...they r sweetness. :) hehe.

and im currently hooked to herr itouch games... :) haha...

sigh....im tired, i'll go sleep now. nite people.

i miss you.

and i hate that.

2008-11-01T09:38:00.000-07:00

SATURDAY AFTERNOON CLASS

Had afternoon class today. bummer right... Actually not so, cause i was practicallly laughing my ass of the whole day till my tummy hurts, and top it up with joyce and tasha antics. haha. Today was all good, haven't had a laugh till ya tummy hurts for a while now. hehe..and i dont know why, today everything don't seem to be working out right but not in a bad way tho. hehe. Two incident happen actually.... let start.

1st, i dont knonw what happen to the school system today. We had class today, and the time- table is like planned out way way back right? but we went we arrive in school today and look up the plasma tv for the location of our classroom, we cannot find it. Though class was cancel. haha!No, not that class was cancel but we just don't have a class cause its all OCCUPIED. HAHA. sorry but the thought of it just can make me laugh. Told you the school system went all messed up today. hehe. So my class waited at the reception for them to allocate us a class. Which was good cause i actually made new friends in the process. :) Finally! they got us a class. And guess what! its at another building!!! they already wasted so much time and NOW they gonna make us walk or according to the lecturer "we are going to take a SHORT TRIP". Read the word SHORT TRIP, and FYI..it wasn't short at all ehk! and can you beileve...we were like actually having a sort of CLASS EXCURSION GITUK with a number of 70 FULLLY GROWN UP ADULTS, mind you...to reach the destinated building, which was Singapore Power building. I mean imagine arh, a teacher leading 70 fully grown adult..all walking behind him in twos in TOWN!!! thats a sight you rarely see in town. hahaha.... DIDN'T KNOW private school will be this fun?! and while we making our way there i looked at joyce and went, "line up in twos and put your finger on your lips!" haha! that got joyce all cracked up. hehe...

2nd... class was B-O-R-I-N-G,as per normal. Given now the module im taking is business accounting. Okey, thats not the incident. So time check it was already 5ish...which the class was suppose to END already by then. So i was like waking up from my sleep and starting to pack my stuff.... when our Mr Derek (thats the name of my dear lecturer btw.) just had to drop the bomb by saying that he wanted the class to end later cause we started off kinda of late. I mean, if your teacher tells you that while your like already all excited packing up your things....of coz! your like gonna give some kinda of REACTION, right! which i seriously didnt notice that my reaction was so super loud..really man, i thought i was doing is softly, maybe the loudest only tasha and joyce notice since they beside me..but... the whole class turn and laugh at me. OMG! EMBRASSING OR WHAT!! and best of all, even by then..i actually didn't reliase it until my two babes(ms tasha and joyce) point it out to me. Then DID I COVER MY FACE AND was like turning to tasha and said.... " OMG, DID I JUST REACTED THAT LOUD?!!" HAHA. am i that unlucky today or what!! Lucky for me, Mr Derek was nice. hehe.. phew.... and thanks to my SUPER reaction, he actually release the class. haha! i saved the day. :P feeling2 ehk,padahal malu ader arh....

Sum all of it, thats my day today. Pretty great for me. :) oh... and after school the two babes had plans of their own so i headed to Goodwood Park Hotel to wait for my dad and get a free ride home. hehe...Got to see some familiar faces there too. If some of you didn't know, i use to work there as a part-timer. :) and I STILL HAVE CLASS TOMORO! YES,ON A SUNDAY! HOW COOL!! sunday class, but lucky its in the morning and not afternoon.

hmm..okey, im done here. Have to sleep now if not, gonna wake up late tomoro and Miss Natasha Noor wil be naggin at me again!

oh..i almost forget, i said i made new frind right..and it Miss Jinny! shes a korean and she like soo the cutest can..hehe...look at her. :) dont you wanna go aww...... hehe.. kie bye. :)

and my two babes just have to take pictures with her too.KPO JERR! haha! pardon the background.

2008-10-30T08:59:00.000-07:00

mish em. mish being in that uniform. :)

i made the wrong move, i guess somethings are better unsaid and unknown.

2008-10-08T07:31:00.000-07:00

PICTURES

chey2, 2nd post in a day. Rajin gituk kan. HAHA. Im doing this for joyce cause shes wants to see my raya pictures and i don't thing i can upload on the hp.Pluz, i just got the pictures so since im still free now, i'll just post it. :) So joyce, this is for you... its not alot cause this is all i have for now. hehe :) enjoy. sorry some of the pictures not nice.

this is my mum's side. :) [first day]

and for the boys part, the only one missing is my brother cause he got called for work. ;( wasted right. Which means my family picture this year is incomplete too. :(

THE aunts with nenek. :)

the family photo.

but abang not around. sigh...y must he be called up for work....

2008-10-08T01:52:00.000-07:00

Thats the TRIOss...me,tasha and joyce. My partner in crime, my sweethearts and my irritating idiots at times too. haha. School WITHOUT EITHER one of them spells EXTREMELY QUIET AND BORING DAY! haha.when one don't turn up, you won't see the other two.. haha. its one for all , all for one. :) right babes? lolz. But we always do have each other back when one seem to be slacking away. Cause we have to keep our grades up or maintaining it. okey...no class today, so here i am stuck at home. It was nice waking up late and taking your own sweet time to get ready after a looonng time. :) Cause i hate being rush. Who won't right?? For me, if you rush me or if i am in a rush while getting ready i'll have the tendency to forget things too. That i hate.

Anyways, i gonna whine bout my new module now. Actually not so new anymore cause the class had already started for a week. The current module that im taking is BUSINESS LAW. Seriously, business law is freaking BORING!!!!!! Been zzzzzzzzz for almost every class now! Shit sia! I did try to stay awake but its pretty hard to stay awake in class. Pluz given the tone of my dear lecturer,damn MONO CAN???!!!! please arh, can someone teach him how to talk more lively, or inject him with something so that it don't seem like his half aslp while teaching.....oh, and his jokes!!! -_-. joyce, you should know what i talking bout right....haha. Man...i can't be slacking now. NO NO N O..yani cannt be slacking now.

okey, mum's home now. She brought back cheessecakee!! yummuy!!! gotta. :) have a gd day people. :)

oh and this are some over due pictures. And this is what happen when your really bored in class which teaches BUSINESS LAW!! lolz.

STOP IT EHK YANI!...lolz. thats what tasha told me cause all this pictures was thanks to her hp cam.hehehe.

2008-10-07T05:35:00.000-07:00

hey! :) IM BACK. I know, this is late but SELAMAT HARI RAYA TO ALL! :) yani ingin memohon maaf kepada sesiapa yg yani perna terkasar bahasa, sengaja atau tidak. maaf, zahir dan batin. iyerr. ;)

Okey, now i shall not talk bout my first day, etc etc. But i shall blog bout my raya outing my ZAKI. Yes, his back and its his first raya here. Was excited when zaki invite us, me and sarah to his house to raya.I was exicted to see sarah too. That girl change ALOT! lawa banget dier skg. Met her first cause she stay just across the street.:) Couldn't even recognise her, with her make-up and all. LAWA BANGET!! :) don't get me wrong ehk, im straight hor. Anyways, back....the boy was excited too. Aren't you zaki?? hehe... tell me your not. :) Pakai baju kurung siap with samping lagik. :) cute per.... hehe.

We didn't went to alot of house actually. First was his house, right? Then we head to yan house. Then the last house, is but not of cause cigku kasumawati house. Zaki wants to go to her house. :) And the best thing of all, it was cikgu kasuma birthday too. So we bought her cake as a surprise. All thanks to my sis, cause she was the one who told me that it was cikgu's birthday. :) Cikgu was soo touch went she saw the cake. She didn't expect us to know bout ther birthday. It was a nice feeling looking at how touch n happy cikgu was went she saw that cake. :) WELL WISHES FOR YOU CIKGU. ;)

okey, now, i shall upload the picctures. Theres alot but i shall just put up some,okey? hmm..short and sweet. :) nites people. selamat hari raya!

2008-09-26T21:10:00.000-07:00

Why don't good thing last forever? If i have the the power to cease time, i would. I would cease to that particular time and put it on a replying mode. Everything seem so calm, peaceful and close to perfect. I could smile from ear to ear till my mouth feel so numb. :) I could giggle like a lil girl in every single thing that you say. But one thing for sure, i could be me without the fear and without the wall. I could smile and laugh freely. You make me feel that 'its okey,so what...'.

Came across this kinda of situation before? i know i have. :) Sometimes, things like this make me stop and think. okey, with that...it remind me of that 'stop and stare' song...haha.okey, that was random. Anyhoooss..... Weird but true, things tend to happen when you least expect it. When your not on our guard and didnt plan things out, thats when magic happens. Everything seem so 'fairytale'. hehe...i love how that sounded, so im gonna leave it there. :) But then when reality slaps in, then thats when you realise everythings ain't actually supposely to be like that and you try to change things back to how it use to be. Cause your afraid. The fear of being out there again. I don't know bout you, but i am. I am constantly in fear to put myself out there. But time and again, life and its upredictable cycle. Some says, thats what make life interesthing. Those hiccups in life, make things interesting cause you see, if everything goes as plan and nice then life is boring, isn't it? hmm....true enough. :) but if theres too much hiccups, then life don't seem interesting sey.... okey2, dah. :) Im not gonna debate on it. Leave it as it is.

hmm....okey. got to help my mum already. later. :)

2008-09-19T22:55:00.000-07:00

I m DONE with business stats! the paper was quite hard i can say, or should i say VERY VERY hard indeed! i cannot do at least 2 question. Two whole question alright!!! Thats like soo bad, right? With that i can say goodbye to 20 marks. sigh.....okey, its over and done. So no point me regreting.

Other than that, life been okey. alhamdulilah. :) So business stats done, next module....Business Law. The exam will be an open book exam so i have a feeling its gonna be even more difficult! :s For noow....its time for me to enjoy my one week holiday and catch up for the hours of sleeps that i had lost. :) hehe....

Learning to look life in a different angle now. :) Hopefully this change will stay forever and not be those usually, short term thingy and the next thing, poof! everything's back to normal. insya'allah.

anyway, last sunday after work, went to hanis's hse @ sengkang to buka. Been a while since i last went there. Mish obek tho. :) Shes getting thinner seyy. :( not good. guess she must be tired from the long hours of work. pity her... just like my mum.

and this are some of the pictures i took. ct was there too. That girls can never stop cracking me up with her cute antics. p you know i syg you right? ur the best larr babe. :) ader jerr nk make me smile. :)

2008-09-17T22:43:00.000-07:00

kau hadir tanpa diundang,

kau pergi tanpa memberi sembarang khabar.

aku tetap disini, menanti.

sesuatu yang tak pasti lagik...

2008-09-11T20:11:00.000-07:00

Actually i wrote a long entry but decided not to publish it and i just delete everything. I don't know why im feeling this way. I just feel so empty now. Like theres no meaning to anything anymore. Not looking forward to anything.

why must you keep doing this to me.

what wrong have i done to deserve this from you.

2008-08-25T23:57:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 14th BDAE SISTER!!!

Hope you love all the presentssss you get. And hope you like the surprise bdae cake me n abang plan out for you. :) And this entry is type out in purple cause i know this is your FAVOURITE colour. "AWESOME!"

see...im not that bad of a sister after all right? :)

yet again, happy bdae sis! ;)

xoxo

your sister.

2008-08-22T23:20:00.000-07:00

STOP TIME.

Had my POM(principles of management) exam just now. The paper was alright. What was given for the focus question, all came out. So what i studied all came out. But im still having butterflies in my tummy. -_- I could answer all the question and answer it in the standard he wanted too. The standard that our dear lecturer wanted was he say for one question, the length that we are supposely to answer is at least two full page. But can you imagine, for the first question i took almost three full page! and i have to answer 5 out of 6. Half way through the exam, tangan lengoh tau. Had to stop a few times to take a break n rela the hand. teehee... Im not the only one, but tasha too. hehe. shes sitting infront of me. :) hehe. Oh...and so far, this is the first module exam that i took up the whole 3 hours just in time to finish the paper. For the other two module, it took me like only hour and a half? See the difference. Which still, i did pass with decent grades, alhamdulilah. :)

After school, the girls had their own individual plan and so do i. So we seperated. That was what i thought. When to meet zaki at somerset mrt. In the end, tasha n syafiq tag along me and zaki in serach of a bdae present for my sister. Can't really reveal it here tho. Had a hard time finding the present, walk here and there BUT still invalid. -_- so wen back to this particular shop and just grab what i tink suit my sis best and hope she love it. :) thanks syafiq, tasha and zaki for accompanying me. and sorry tasha i made you walk under the rain. heh. love you huns! haha ;) after which i know zaki was hungry and surprisingly tasha was too! heh. so we decided to dine at BK as that was the nearest outlet that caught my attention. Then we made our seperate ways. Me and zaki went home whereas tasha n syafiq, went tampines. sorry zaki, too tired and malas to go anywhere esle plus it was raining.

So, that summarise my day today. hmm..not bad, a decent entry at last. dn't you think. If everythin goes well, insya'allah, 3 core modules down and 3 more core module to go. you can do it yani! hehe...chey2, self motivation. Thoery Y tau tasha! heheh....

KIE2, i shall stop it till next time....YOUR READING YANI'S BLOG. haha. stupid! :)

Cheers.(My lecturer taught me to do this at the end of a letter or e-mail so as make it sound sexy,nah..actually friendly.) LOL.

i can't get to term thatyour like that.

i know you not like that, i just know it!

but what happen.

where did the boy i know in my first year of ITE went too?

i mish that boy.

that friend.

2008-08-19T00:48:00.000-07:00

WHAT MATTER

i know i'll never have the courage to tell this to you. But..you do mean something to me and im sad your leaving like this. Its hard to accept the reason you gave. This is not what i wanted and this is not how i want things to end.

im sorry,

i cant seem to push you away.

i'll just manage.

now i know how you feel.

tq.

for making me realise that

i didnt mean anything.

2008-08-09T00:52:00.000-07:00

that it?

Just got home. Work was alright but tiring. My feet hurt real bad now and i can't do anything bout it. Can't even complain to anyone so here am i whining it out here. :( arghh!!!! and im trying my best here to get something out of my head to continue my assignmetn about decentralization. But...its not processing!!! i HAVE to at least b dine wif limitation by today. :S

is that it?

after all this while

your leaving just like that?

again.

ohhh....and HAPPY BDAE S'PORE!

2008-08-08T00:09:00.000-07:00

WAT HAPPEN??

Lets start with what i did yesterday. Had a fulling dinner with bik dah, bik mimi, bik as, yana n kak uda in conjunction with bik dah's belated bdae. She brought us to dine in The line @ Shangri-La Hotel. It was fun n again fulling. :) thank you bik dah! :) the buffet speard there was fantistic too. The food quality was great too. Love the fondue! hehe as always. :) heh. so, HAPPY BELATED BDAE BIK DAH!!

and today, i actually i have a lot to say today and blog but i guess i change my mind.

i dint know all this, i think i am over-reacting but...i dnt know i just can't help me. I don't mind certain stuff but....argh...know what. Forget it.

Kie, i have no mood to do my assignment now. I think i just go and sleep now. and Im working tomorro. BEST ARH....shift mlm lagi. AND TO MAKE THIS THING "BETTER", my dad just came home and told me his bike died on him again today and i think its under-repair which mean he cannt sent me to work tomorro and he cannt fetch me 2!!! i end like at 10 pm can.

2008-08-05T23:10:00.000-07:00

SHOULD I?

If you have been a frequent reader in my blog, you should know how lazy i am in updating this blog. I think if this blog is a book, it has already collected ALOT of dust or worst maybe the spider have even create their spider-web already.

Actually, i really do feel like deleting this pathetic blog. But then again....sigh..nvm. So today, i have no school but i went out of the house as if i have school and went to serangoon to joyce's house to start on my assignment.. Which now, theres a improvement from n blank page to a paragraph written. But now, i haven't even touch it. I just don't have the mood to continue it. The girls actually did take pixs but i wanst in it cause i wasnt really myself. My mind keep wandering off to don't know where.....sorry girls if i was irritating and turn u girls off. didn't mean it.

i am trying my best to forget it.

i have to put it behind me, i just have to.

p.s: im still not over you

or have i?

2008-07-07T19:11:00.000-07:00

MONDAY BLUESS

Im home already. Class today was as per usual super quiet and B-O-R-I-N-G. Weekends pass so freaking fast, dnt you think so? i couldn't enjoy or rela so much during teh weekend due to work -_- . Work was like @#$%^&*!, especially on sunday!!! cannt take it man.....sometimes i feel like walking out form that place and not work that anymore but its okey, i'll just tell myself..its all temporary. After work on sunday was suppose to meet rendy,tasha n joyce for our grp assignment but due to some reasons it was cancel last minute so called papa to fetch me home. :( i can't be bothered to bus home or cab home...and papa took such a loong time to sampai.. but still he fetch me. :)

So reach home, wash up and all. Manage to catch a nap before the mother woke me up cause she wants to bring the family out for dinner. :) talking bout this, i still don't know what to get the mother for her birthday which is tomorro. ;S Anywaeeessss..dinner was yummy. Been awhile since we have complete family dinner. What i mean by that is...my parents,my brother, me and my sister..the 5 of us alone going out for dinner. :) Its usually either me or my brother not around due to work or school assignment(for me only that is). So it was nice. Tho i and brother was tired cause we both just got back from work but it was a wonderful time. oh..and saturday, i went to FICO. The boys cousin and The fathers have a sudden thing to play soccer there. Been doing this for 2 weeks straight already. While the girls cousin n the mother hang around waiting for the boys and men to come home. teehee... and the rate they charge there, quite ex also ehk. Its like $60 for a freaking 1 hour sey...imagine,they always play for 2 hours. fuuyoo....mahal2.

okeys...so this are some over-due pictures of me,tasha and joyce. haven't really introduce ryte,you guys only hear their name so here you go...:) we call ourself rendy's angel. NOT! lolx. This girs never fail to make me LOL especially JOYCE!! :D Shes the youngest among us..shes the one in yellow. And the one in shades, thats the beautiful natasha banks...haha. All this was taken last friday when we hanging out at our 'usual hang out place after school' that is starbuck. teehee.. we were exploring tasha lappy too. :)

k,done. :) enjoys...

can't believe he quit already....

2008-07-01T20:10:00.000-07:00

i know i have been not updating for a preety loong time now. been mia. sorry for the absence. yes joyce..i know u have been buggin me. ;P Been busy with school lately. Managing time between school and work. Now i know how it feels like to juggle work and school. Not easy work ehk.

Not that all this while i don't know. Been doing it for quite sometimes...but this time round its abit different. Cause back then i was in ite, tho the schedule for school is pack too but i still can manage and don't really feel the pressure but this time round, im taking diploma and the pase is so much faster cause the duration time is shorten so the pressure is so much higher and given the fact my parents had to fork out a bomb for this dip so i can't be palying around and not put my ultimate effort in producing the result to em, right?

I know some of you will be saying, y not just stop working. Not that i cannot but i have my reasons. No need for me to tell it here. Those who know me should know why. :) I don't blame the parents, i undertstand the situation and im also doing my best to help them tho i know what im doing is not really helping alot but at least im helpin, kay.

Today school was STILL alright given the fact i am sick. Having the flu and fever. DARN!! -__-
plus the mind wasn't really helping much cause of some stopid freaking stuff bothering the hell out of me. Hate it when the mind and heart ain't working together. The mind is saying one thing but the heart is saying another. :( why am i so weak. arghhhh!!! and today, tasha and joyce FORCE me in eating panadaol extra. Wondering why, cause im a scary cat. I hate eating med. Really! call me what you want but to me med is like poison kay. DISGUSTING N DANGEROUS. For me, med = vomit. But thank godness i didn't throw up just now. haha....
but babes...thank arh, you guys so caring and sweet can. :) im touch. but dn't force my anymore hor....

alrighty, i think tats all i can update now. Till the next time i blog again. ;) byes.

happy bdae to him..

hope his doing just fine.

its been hard but i'll manage.

:'(

2008-06-08T00:42:00.000-07:00

NO MORE.

School was okey today. Wasnt really paying in class. I tried but it nothing seem to be getting into the head. Durinf break it was raining so idin't get to go anywhere instead i went to company Natasha. :)

After school, wanted to get food before i proceed to work place but then it was still raining plus i didn't bring my umbrella so FORGET IT. Too lazy to go anywhere. Given i have to carry a freaking heavy beg lagi.....haiz..pasrah btol tau. ikot kan ati, malas btol nk g work but think of the pay...:) worth while. :) have to bear with it.

Damn, this month hp bill shoot up like hell man! didn't expect it to shooot that high. For me that is......haiz..hopefully it rains again tomorro like today. Work was kinda of slack. Was expecting a BIG crowd but i was wrong. There was a crowd but its a manageble crowd...HMM..mayb its still early of the holidays so many goes for vacation instead of wasting thier holidays here. heh.

Tomorrow have class then after that straight to work... Penat...p aper nk uat...have to bear n b kuat about it. the tiredness does pay off sometimes. :) ohh...and Nat was heartbroken today cause her :BABY" didn't attend class again today. i wonder to morrow? hmm.... but two days straight nv come skool....is not good.

k larr..wanna slp already too freaking tired! my eyes are damn heavy already.

goodnite. muakx.

2008-06-05T21:22:00.000-07:00

TODAY

Natasha skip class today. Shes not feeling well and i think its cause of her cramp. So its left me n joyce only. Today we (joyce and me) was actually listening in class!!! dnt get me wrong..not that all this while we are not listening, its just we are listening but dnt understd and cause of that it makes us sleepy. haha. :)

During break....as usually, proceed to 7-11 to buy some snack to munch on cause by BREAK TIME.....im freaking hungry already. YOU SEE..IM NOT REALLY A BREAKFAST PERSON. While waiting for Randy to finish his cig, we called Natasha. hehe.... That girl damn cute larr...She really going ga-ga over Randy. hehe....

and i met up with BFF today. MISH HER LOTS LARR. We had early dinner at the usual hang out. :) mish the food. I also had my usual chicken cutlet!!!! wohooo...sedap tau. While eating we update on each other bout life. :) After that she accompanied me walk all the way back to inter-change and i went home. Tho it was short but i had fun. :)

okey...done. have to continue doing my assignment. :) haiz......

2008-06-04T19:47:00.000-07:00

SLEEPY DAY

I don't know whats up with me today....im like SUPER DUPER sleepy. I can barely open my eyes man..... -_- and I took my own sweet time to get ready to skool, lucky i wasn't late. tehee... i soo hate rushing myself. den i'll have the habit of forgetting something.

The usually, head to school..... meet Joyce at SOMERSET MRT den Natasha. But this time round we waited at the reception instead of the usual smoking compund in school. Oh.....The mom has been naggin non-stop, telling me to take bus to skool but stubborn me...i DNT WANT. NOT that im being very inconsiderate but its just too leceh tau. I bet the bus is gonna be very crowded too and given the space...its VERY rimas!!! I rather take the train tho its crowded too but until raffles interchange only... wen i change to the other train its not gonna be that pack already plus..to me the journey is faster n smoother. :) alasan kan..but btol per. Okey that aside....

TODAY WE SAT WITH RANDY!!!! hehe..okey. confirm you'll be wondering whats with the excitement. hehe.. okey lets me give you a short description of RANDY. RANDY is to us..one of the HOT HUNKS in class (according to us, tat is!) haha. the best thing..today he just wore singlet to skool. *insert the wow face* and seriusly, we didn't expect him to be that muscular lar!!! Natasha best...she is so going ga-ga over RANDY. me n joyce were just laughin our ass of today looking at Natasha reaction. hehe. this is wat she said.....

natasha: i shy larr sit here....(insert the innocent + shy2 reaction)

LOLZ.

Classic larr that girl. She was the one who want to sit there den nk step malu2. haha. Like i said earlier..today just not me but the two girls also damn sleepy. We were practically not listenin to the lecture but instead trying to fight the battle of not going to 'lala land'. AND Joyce did the funniest thing ever today. She drew a chicken n duck in her book and its damn funny larr.. thanks ehk joyce!! you chicken look soo "REAL!" LOLZ.

Class ended and we all head home straight. Too lazy to go anywhere today. Was suppose to have lunch but forget it ..i rather have my beauty sleep. :)

okey, so thats my day today. :) now..i got to continue doing my assignment which due next week on TUESDAY! *panic mode* know why im panicing... CASUE OUR DEAR JOYCE IS DONE WITH HERS. damn fast larr can.

k byes. :)

2008-05-30T19:19:00.000-07:00

BLANK

my mood today don't seem right. Was suppose to take my pay today but i just dn't feel like stepping out of the house. So the whole day, im stuck in my room doing nothing and just stare at the blank white walls. Was suppose to start doing my research for my assignment too which due that is next week on the 10 june.... but half way through, my mood and mind just went blank so put it on hold yet again. -_-

and now, here i am....trying to start on it again but see what am i doing. -_- bah....

i try to put aside the feeling but it just seem to be coming back. i tried pushing the thought away but it seem to be popping up. haiz.....

2008-05-30T09:40:00.000-07:00

GONE,GOODBYE.

i dn't know what to think of you anymore. your saying one thing but ya action is saying another. Dn't do this. Just dn't... im fine with being this now. Dn't you start to spark something again. I have to be strong this time and clear the air. Dn't give me hints and hopes that you yourself not sure of. Dn't do this to yourself,her and her..dn't get things more complicated as it is already now..

2008-05-29T02:49:00.000-07:00

rise and shine.

School today was fast,short and sweet as usually. Class was okey too. today topic wasn't as hard as how i expect it to be. Maybe for now larr..who knows later..but the calculation part abit lose. :)

school has start almost a week now and im still adjusting to it. know what, first day of class already, im already given assignment. now im lose and confuse. i dnt know what to do n how to start my assignment. boohooo...help.

tomoro no class!!! yesssaaa!!! :) but then next week....i have class the WHOLE WEEK. i mean it the WHOLE WEEK. sat n sun pon tau! hmph!!! then again...nvm..yani tk leh malas2. must rajin n make the parents proud. :)

hmmm...so thats all for now. my stomach is playing rock concert now..got to go eat already. :) bye people.

2008-05-26T04:34:00.000-07:00

short update

many thing have happen during my absence here. i have pix to upload later. but lets just talk bout today, hmm..tday is like the first day of school and class. Thing start preety awkward but after a while evrything was okey n smooth. Found a new friend. :) tehee.. weird tau. p theres always a first for everything.

other then that, lets back track abit. about 2 weeks back, if my memory is still good. :) hehe, cam org tua lak. :) went to batam with THE FAMILY(mum side). whyee i sae THE FAMILY. cause its a big group,bout 24 of us. it was FUN N TIRING i can sae. :) pix will be up later..but some only tau. too many.. :)

a week before the trip. i had my graduation day. it was held at ITE DOVER. met a few familiar faces there and my sis n kak uda accompany me to that event since the parents couldn't make it due to work. haiz.... for pix, go to huda blog. you where to find the link kan....hehe. thnks ehk huda. kau rajin upload pix. ;P

kie...there you go a short update bout me. :)

enjoi the pix....

2008-05-01T06:35:00.000-07:00

COUSIN'S DAY OUT

here are some SO OVERDUE pix of the outing to sempang bedok. YUP! you read it right. me,huda n yana...we went there to try out the shop called BADOQUE. the service was great! the food was great!! it really worth every penny. YOU SHOULD TRY. chey2..promote gituk kan. hehe. :P

tat is wat we had. yummy kan......hehe

den comes the photoSHOT. haha. mcm paham gituk. :P

i have alot more pixs to update p byk sgt so..i just upload some ehk.heh. but i luv this pix of all...i've always wanted to get a jump shot and this time menjadi. THANKX TO HUDA!!! :)

shit..i cant upload..nvm, next time.

2008-04-24T22:10:00.000-07:00

....

i have things to blog actually but my mood ain't too good. sorry. maybe tomorro? haiz....hate feeling this way.

its not easy letting you go.

i know im suppose to be alright

but i dont think i am.

maybe i just need more time.

2008-04-18T01:51:00.000-07:00

MOVING ON.

Things happen for a reason. i'll HOLD ON to those words and will i never forget. This have to end now. Now..i open a yet new and fresh chapter.

Im all excited for school next month,insya'allah. hehe..dah cam bdk kecik nk masok pri one kan..p i m larr actually. New campus, new people, new surrounding n best of all away from the usually route that i have been taking all these years of my education life. i KNOW I'LL GET BORED WITH THE NEW ROUTE soon enough n start whinning bout it too but for now...im all excited. But at the same time, i have butterflies in my tummy too. :) okey...school aside.

Now..i have another thing to look forward. The trip we are going on 17th n 18th May!!!! woohooo...family gathering!! i lurveee family gathering....err.....okey i actually do. hehe. fun tau. :) i soo need this trip, a time off from all that has been happening. haiz....

k.done. hehe..short and simple kan kan kan..... heh. dah slpy lar...
nite ppl. :)

my ankle is hurting soo muchhh... :( boohooo

2008-04-09T00:05:00.000-07:00

NO LOOKING BACK.

if this is what you want, this is how you want it to be and this is what make you happy with the list to do in ya 'commitment list' then be it. guess, this is goodbye. Thank you for everything that you did. i won't hold anything against you, i'll just forgive n forget.You can hold my words for that. im just sad that you end it this way. Your been a great friend back then and i'll just keep it that way and remember you that way. :) All the best with you and her, friend. :)

you suddenly appear in my life and now you will also suddenly disappear in my life.

2008-04-08T09:36:00.000-07:00

SLAP OF REALITY

I thought everything was fine and back to normal. i forgave and forget. But this is what i get?? this is what i get in return of my patience??? kesabaran ader batas nyer. everything have a LIMIT to it and you went to FAR!!! TOO FAR OFF!

IS IT SO HARD TO TELL THE TRUTH. YES, TRUTH HURT BUT IT BETTER OFF THAN BEING LIE TO ALL THIS WHILE. i believe you. you said you don't believe in lieing and that our "friendship" as what you wanna call, should be base on truth...no MATTER HOW PAINFUL AND HURTFUL IT IS TO THE OTHER HALF. but i guess i was very very WRONG!!!! VERY WRONG INDEED!

you tau tk how shock i was to get that call. you tau tk betapa hancur nyer hati i biler i get that call!!! AT FIRST I TOT SHE GOT THE WRONG NUMBER BUT NOOO I WAS WRONG, YET AGAIN! is it so hard for you to tell me that your attached????!!! susah sgt kerr??? you noe i won't feel this way if i hear it from ya mouth but NOOOO i must hear it from ya gf instead. get that GIRLFRIEND, lau tk paham dlm bahase melayu MATAIR. and get all the anger and scolding from her which in THE FIRST PLACE I WASN'T PREPARED AND THE BEST THING OF ALL YOU DIDN'T EVEN TELL ME THAT YOUR ATTACH!!! I DON'T EVEN NOE. haiz......
you just had to do this, ryte? why??? and you didn't even said a word or didn't even wanna speak to me wen ur gf pass the hp to you so that you can talk to me. Y, SCARED? WAT IS THERE TO B SCARED ABOUTL. everything is out of the beg alreadi. why keep me hanging like this. kalau dah salah den face it and not just dissappear like this and left me hanging here without an explaination. all i need is for you to call and tell me.....yes ur attach and if its so hard for you to say sorry den nvm...don't need to say it. i just need that 'yes yani,im attach'. like you said, we are only friends. if you mean what you say den asal tk nk blg yg ur attach. if you said that in the first place im fine with it. its not that as if i don't have other guy friends that r attach?? i have. and im fine with it. we r just friends wat!!!! susah sgt kerr???? susah issit? haiz...

thanks ehk! you guys just made my day! best, thanks.

2008-04-02T01:05:00.000-07:00

SNAP!

i am totally clueless of what happen. im sorry if i made a mistake and cause of that mistake THIS IS the situation now. but if that is your desicion, i respect.

whatever it is, thank you for steping into my life. :)

haiz...still have work tomorrow. what's next???

guess things will be different from now onwards.

a complete change. Thats the last thing i sooo NEED right now.

oh..i almost forgot, HAPPY BELATED BDAE HARIZ! ;)

2008-03-28T01:30:00.000-07:00

Carousel Royal Scott Plaza Hotel

Thank you bik dah for the treat. Actually i wasn't the only, kak huda was there too. :) Buffet = a VERY happy yani n huda!! teeheee...

hmm...the food was alright tho. I personally LOVES the fondue. hehe..and don't noe whyee..the strawberry on that day was extra fresh n sweet to me. ;) The place where we were seated at was just nice. Had a fun time laughing out heat out and eat,eat ,eat.....kate buffet kan....

take 1. mate ilang!! told you im happy.

take 2. there you go,better...hehe

before we attack the food!!!

sempat posing kat fondue. hehe. and thats the YUMMY dessert.

and this is huda snapping me while we were waiting for the taxi.

2008-03-13T22:24:00.000-07:00

WEEEEHOOOO

Im unoffiicially graduated. woohooo....i loike. Had my one and only PR paper exam on tues. Yup, i only have one paper this semester. how nice kan.... The paper was alright. The paper was 2hrs long, but can you believe that i finish the paper within 1 hr?!! how scary is that larr seyy... VERY.

Hopefully everything is fine at the end. insya'allah. Now all i have to do is wait and think of what is my next step and looking up on the courses that i want to take next. But the courses have to be strictly only under business course.

i wanna go watch teevee already.

2008-03-05T19:47:00.000-08:00

cold and alone

Today is a very peaceful day pluz the weather was being on my side. The weather seem to understand what i feel. Its just nice and it feels as if its trying to comfort me. I feel so much better now.

2008-03-03T22:54:00.000-08:00

THANK YOUsss!

I know this entry is super late... sorry haven't had the time to on the lappy. :) this entry is gonna be super loong so if you don't like superr loong and draggy post, you can leave. tq. :)

so here goes the thank you speech... heh

First and foremost, i had a REALLY great time during my birthday. This year is the BEST BIRTHDAY I EVER HAD. really.....i swear if i was in a dream world, i will already be floating in the air and jumping in joy all over the place [like tigger in winnie and the pooh] heh.

Thanks huda and yana for the lil surprise party you guys organise [tho you lie to me saying last min youas in huda have an interview to go to, idiot!], the butterfly cupcakes!!! and the BIG BARNEY BALLOON [which made me look like an idoit walking around holding that balloon]and..oh..i forgot... the balloon crown that you made me wear! thats double idiot!! lolz. thank for all that!

my sis, for the engrave ring that you bought for me. [the engravement on the ring..the words really2 touching tau. :( i noe i nv sae this, but i'll just say it once and here only... i lup my sis] now go aww...hehe. ;P

mum....thanks for the birthday presentssss. get the sssssss.... :). really, thank you mama. she was also involve in the lil surprise party huda n yana arrange. huda mum wass too. :) i really had a great day. THANKS GUYS!! i just can't thank you enough.

to my aunties...wak ani, bik as,bik dah annnnd [this one not my aunty, kies] kak alin...thankx for the watch!!! i loveeee the watch!!! TQ SO MUCHHH!!! i will really take care of the watch. promise. :) and to bik mimi and uncle daniel, thanks for late night treat to DOME and the pants that you bought for me. :)

to my sweethearts, ANONE.INC [you know who you guys arh.. ;)], ana, meen, haikal, sarah, abu, chin chye aka gayboy, hanis, azhar etc etc thanks for the smses/calls wishes. :)

to whom i may have left out..sorry but still thank you for the wishes. :)

to s n y..thanks for the treat and outing you guys planned. (eventhough its belated, its okey) :) i had fun!! thanks for everthing. :)

Thank you all. :)

okies done. heh. super looong gituk kan. semangat ehk aku type ginik.. terharu tak korg? heh.
ohh..and today, its superr cold dnt you think. its been raining like the whole day. :) i loike. cam tau i nid a gd day rest at home. heh.

2008-02-29T11:13:00.000-08:00

done!!!!!

woohoo...my frontpage project is safely passed up. alhamdulilah.... now, have to start studying my PR.

okeys..gotta get ready now. going to my aunt hse, shes not well so im going to buy panadol for her. see how gd i am. sanggup tau g her hse which is..alamak i dnt noe. but i noe her condo is at hillview tuu jerr..haha.

have a gd day. :)

short and simple gituk kan...:)

Drop dead!

2008-02-29T00:37:00.000-08:00

TIRED!!

just got home. i am damn freaking tired. and my brain, i don't think its functioning that weelll now. my bed like calling out my name, more like screaming at me.

on the lighter note. YESH ARH!!!! I AM DONE WITH THAT FREAKING FRONTPAGE. Tomoro going to school just to pass that frontpage [nasib aku use concession tau lau tk...waste jerr duit transport] and im officially done with all project!!! yesh arh, next is my final PR(public relation) paper this 11 march and..this part the best.....IM DONE WITH SCHOOL. For ite that is. damn, thinking of the life after ite is scaring the hell out of me. woooo.....

but, i just enjoy life as it is now. whatever wil happen later let it happen later..for now, let me lay back and enjoy the moment.

nitey2. :)

oh yar..i almost forget to all 29 feb babies!!!! hapi bdae! :) and to efa, happy belated. sorry late wish, i totally forgot. been tight with wif school work babe. i know, excuses but its true. still happy beleted babe!

p.s i miss you

2008-02-25T22:48:00.000-08:00

middle of no where

i dont know what to do now...should i go with the flow or just....

i've already promise myself not too, i cannt. i just cannt. why ain't my mind and heart working together. haiz.....

2008-02-24T23:40:00.000-08:00

birthday

HAPPY 8th BIRTHDAY NORISH SHALYN!!!!Today was fun. The day started with me rushing to shimah's place to finish up our PR report and some last minute touches on our presentation slide for this monday. haiz...after all that done, we rushed down to CC to get the printing donefor our report as both our printer died on us. Both tau! bagus nyer timing kan!!! with that all settle, we are damn relieve. which means now, we can fully concentrate on our individual project which is that stupid FRONTPAGE thingy. with this, if anyone out there who knows how to use a frontpage...please help me. Cause i know NOTHING about it! and the best of all, the submission is by END OF THIS MONTH!which leave me with like a week, i think!!! damn2.

okey...putting that aside, after the whole rushing here and there scene, i had to rushed home too. Just in time for shalyn's bdae party. That lil girl was all dressed up. damn cute with her shimmering2 bdae outfit. :) heh. it was time to cut her bdaecake. talking bout that,her bdae cake was YUMMMY. it was from swensen!! yesh...a ice-cream bdae cake. I LOIKE! heh. aku yang excited gituk kan..hehe. :P after that we had the 'opening of present'. Sumpah this lil shalyn is a die-hard-fan of winx club. So all her present this year was mostly all from winx club. heh..even the present are wrapped up in winx club wrapping paper. hehe. with all that = A HAPPY AND EXCITED SHALYN. heh.

the day ended with me, mum, dad, bik ogit, cik manaf, kak uda, kak alin n yana driving off to expo. man..that was like a soo last minute planning. expo have this metro sale going on. Actually the prices range was okey, but the big plush toy are super cheap i tell you. With that, mum bought a total of 3 soft big teddy bear. one for her, me and my sis. hehe. Kak uda bought 3 too. semangat ehk. but really, its cute okey. :) and i bought a couple of other stuff too but all mam pay lar. :) thank you mama. hehe.

im a happy girl. ;)

nitey people. :) sleep well.

haiz...den again, hate presentation! know why, cause it always make me nervous. no matter how well prepared i am. i still get damn freaking nervous when i stand infront of the class. damn3....idiot! wish me luck for tomoro presentation ehk. ;)

where mr a?

senyap jerr...

2008-02-20T23:35:00.000-08:00

here i am bloggin after much pestering from my dearest huda and mas and some other too. :) then again..i don't have anything nice to blog tau.

hmm..school, been boring and been skipping class. Don't get me wrong, not being a bad girl but its just that there is nothing to do in class so i'll just skip the class, right? :) please say i right. :) you see....all the modules are actually done just waiting for the exam and WAAALAAA...i graduate liao. yeah2, im graduating SOON. very soon...in like....2 to 3 more weeks to go.... :)

hmm...2 more weeks to my BIG day. heh ;) mcm paham gituk BIG day. lolz.

aite..till next time.