i know i have been not updating for a preety loong time now. been mia. sorry for the absence. yes joyce..i know u have been buggin me. ;P Been busy with school lately. Managing time between school and work. Now i know how it feels like to juggle work and school. Not easy work ehk.

Not that all this while i don't know. Been doing it for quite sometimes...but this time round its abit different. Cause back then i was in ite, tho the schedule for school is pack too but i still can manage and don't really feel the pressure but this time round, im taking diploma and the pase is so much faster cause the duration time is shorten so the pressure is so much higher and given the fact my parents had to fork out a bomb for this dip so i can't be palying around and not put my ultimate effort in producing the result to em, right?

I know some of you will be saying, y not just stop working. Not that i cannot but i have my reasons. No need for me to tell it here. Those who know me should know why. :) I don't blame the parents, i undertstand the situation and im also doing my best to help them tho i know what im doing is not really helping alot but at least im helpin, kay.

Today school was STILL alright given the fact i am sick. Having the flu and fever. DARN!! -__-
plus the mind wasn't really helping much cause of some stopid freaking stuff bothering the hell out of me. Hate it when the mind and heart ain't working together. The mind is saying one thing but the heart is saying another. :( why am i so weak. arghhhh!!! and today, tasha and joyce FORCE me in eating panadaol extra. Wondering why, cause im a scary cat. I hate eating med. Really! call me what you want but to me med is like poison kay. DISGUSTING N DANGEROUS. For me, med = vomit. But thank godness i didn't throw up just now. haha....
but babes...thank arh, you guys so caring and sweet can. :) im touch. but dn't force my anymore hor....

alrighty, i think tats all i can update now. Till the next time i blog again. ;) byes.


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